Bow & Arrow by A. Cramton

Author:A. Cramton [Cramton, A.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Microsoft
Published: 2018-04-23T16:00:00+00:00

Jackson,

I saw her again today. She didn’t see me of course, well, I don’t think she did, at least. Oliver thinks I should talk to her, but I don’t see the point. Anyways between me, you, and now Oliver, I miss her. More than I should. Maybe I’ll get up the nerve to talk to her, shit, or at least text her. Man, I wish you were here, you would know what to say. Cam would rather troll me and Ash is anti-females right now. Oh, and I saw Priscilla, I’ve been avoiding her. She’s going to want to talk about you, go down fucking memory lane and I rather not. I’m an asshole, I know. Basketball is going well, feels good to be out there on the court again, man, living out our dream. I’m doing it for us and Bliss is right it makes me feel closer to you. I miss you, man.

-C

I lean back on the sofa, lighting a joint, and inhaling deeply. Thinking about what my therapist was saying a few days ago. I saw her the day after, coming out of her class. She was just as beautiful as ever, dressed in jeans and a teal hoodie, her hair pulled up in a ponytail. Her face make-up free, but she looked sad. I wondered if that was because of me. I tell myself there is no way I caused that much of an impact on her, but something keeps nagging me that it is.

I have no idea what I’m doing, I’ve never been in a relationship that wasn’t purely sexual. What if I fuck it up? Then she will really hate me. Why is this so difficult? I just need get my feelings together and put them into words of some sort. Yeah, I could recite them over and over and still be a complete asshole to her.

I prefer the asshole. I hear her voice.

I can give her the asshole, but I want to give her more, I want to be a kinder asshole, only for her though.

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